TO MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER- W. F. KOKEN


Current mood:AT PEACE WITH MY CHOICES........


Category: Life








I WAS REMEMBERING A STORY FROM WHEN I WAS SMALL-


THERE WAS THIS MAN, I LOOKED UP TO HIM 


HE NEVER EVEN SAW ME AT ALL-


I WAS HIS KICKING POST & THIS I STRONGLY RECALL


HE LOOKED AT ME WITH SUCH DISTASTE-


AND ALL I SOUGHT WAS FOR HIS WARM EMBRACE


FOR THIS HE HAS FAR SINCE FAILED ME-


  HE NEVER EVEN SAW ME AT ALL-


I BECKONED AND SUMMONED FOR HIM
I WAS LOST IN HIS LIFE-  FOR I WAS NO EVENT AT ALL


I WISHED AND I LONGED, I CRIED AND TRIED


BUT FOR ALL HE KNEW, HE DESPISED ME-


FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL


HE HAD NOT ONE KIND WORD-


ONLY MEAN TONGUE SPEAK-


HE BEAT MY BROTHER , THEN HE BEAT ME-


ALL I EVER WANTED WAS FOR HIM TO SEE THAT I WAS JUST A LITTLE GIRL,


WHO NEEDED MUCH LOVE AND PEACE-


IT TOOK MY BREATH AWAY, MY HEART, AND MY SELF ESTEEM-


IN HIS SELFISH CRUELNESS IT DID SEEM-


I  WAS DESTINED TO FIND A LIFE OF  GUILT AND PAIN


THAT MADE ME MAKE CHOICES, I CAN NEVER TAKE BACK AGAIN-


AND IN THIS DAY I HAVE FOUND-


 I HIT THE WORLD RUNNING,


BOTH FEET FIRMLY PLANTED ON THE GROUND-
I PUT IT FAR BEHIND ME WITH FORGIVENESS


& WITH OUT HIM, MY LIFE FLOURISHES


ALL I SEE NOW IS LOVE AND PEACE ABOUND


AND NOW.......  


                       HE NEVER SEE'S ME AT ALL.............







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